I have lots of random thoughts today, but they aren't very deep (or at least I don't want to think too deeply today).
- I love the movie Eat, Pray, Love. I want to live in different places in the world like that, learn about myself like she does.
- I watched the BYU game today. Good game, sad ending.
- I'm excited about my trip in two weeks to Phoenix with my sisters and sister-in-law and mom. It's going to be fun.
- I love fall. It is beautiful. The light is different. The leaves are changing. There is a different smell in the air. I went to Gardner Village this morning for the farmers market. I was hoping for some zucchini, but all they really had was apples. The farmer's market season is about over. But the village was hopping with witches, real and fake, lots of little witches running around getting their pictures taken by all the funny witches all over the place.
- I don't love Halloween. It's one of my least favorite holidays, although I do like the candy. But, I have a love hate relationship with candy right now in my life.
- I don't know how to put into words some of the things rumbling around in my head. I don't want it to sound trite. I don't want anyone to judge me for it. If I say it outloud, or online, it makes it more permanent and true.
- I don't have a good relationship with food right now. I am working on that.
- I didn't get accepted into the Beehive Bazaar, or the other one I applied for, Bijou Market. That put a damper on my excitement for bookmaking. But, I still love it, and still want to make books. I also still believe that people will buy them. I've been pondering about what I want to do, what I want to make, how I'm going to make this work.
- When you haven't gone to the gym for months, it is hard to go back. I think if I would just go one time, it would break the barrier I feel is there now.
- I really like my new office in Provo. I'm not loving the extra commute time, but it's not awful. An extra ten minutes, of being in "the zone', goes by fast. The office space is much nicer, we are all settling in and getting used to the new space.
